Sunday, April 25, 2010

Weird Weekend

this weekend was kinda weird.... i had a really productive weekend personally, but i didn't do much socially so i felt like the weekend was a waste.... i hate when that happens.
saturday i ran in the morning but only a little bit... it was so beautiful out i kept getting distracted by sidewalk sales and pretty flowersss so finally i gave up and just walked all over the city instead. then i went home drank like a whole pot of chocolate raspberry coffee and went into super-julie mode.... i cleaned my apartment and washed both of my comforters and did a bajillion other loads of laundry and then by like 4 i was pooped so i cooked a nice stir fry dinner and watched movies.... today i did nothing in the morning but then i ran 8 miles which is the furthest i've run in quite some time so that felt really good.... then i just did some research on grad schools and some journaling and watched tv.....
now i'm bored and antsy and i don't even feel like knitting... i love the sound of the rain... maybe i'll just go to sleep early...
i hate feeling antsy.... it's almost.... restless, irritable and discontent!
i mean all in all it was a good weekend but i just sort of feel like it never happened because i didn't get to do anything fun! oh wellllllllllllllll......... then next weekend is gonna suck too actually because of the stupid broad street run ugh i don't know why i signed up for this thing ha... well no that's not true, i do want to be able to say that i can race 10 miles, but training for it is miserable.... i do not know HOW people do marathons!
i wish my gym had tvs on the machines.... i get so bored after like 3 miles and my ipod isn't good enough...... plus 10 miles is more than i expected... i enjoy about 5 miles, but anything more than that is tough.... it just takes so long haha and like today i did 8 miles with 8.40 miles so it's not like i went slow.... blah i just wanted to fly right off the treadmill i was so bored hah....
i'm sure it would be a different story outside though..... i'm sure that would be more fun... i really haven't run further than 5 miles outside in awhile. i wonder why. really no good reason. well today it was raining but i mean that's just today... i guess i should look up some longer routes... i always just stick to kelly drive or else some parts of fairmount and old city.... maybe the schuylkill river loop? i think that's about 8 miles... hmm.... maybe after broad street when the pressure is off i can run further and just enjoy it..... i also much prefer running with someone like katie. then the miles just fly by because we can talk.... i think part of me is nervous to run 10 miles, and part of me is annoyed that i didn't start training more in advance, and the last part of me is wondering why the hell i sign up for shit like this in the first place hahahha......
ok, well thanks for listening, blogger.... i think if i just lie here and breathe for awhile i will feel better.... blah i could meditate but i hate doing that when i'm in a bad space.... i think i'll just pray instead....
xoxox

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